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Reflecting on 2022

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Hey! My name is Hannah. We are bringing in a new year and I want to take a moment to reflect on the year of 2022. It was a very clarifying year and I have learned so much. Felt so much pain and grief and God has revealed to me things I didn’t believe were possible.

I got to meet God in a way. The true nature of God that He’s revealed to me. I once believed God was just as critical of me as key people in my life seemed to be of me. I thought God too couldn’t possibly love me as a result of how I was taught to view myself and God. God used some special people in 2022 to help open my eyes to the truth and my mind was changed and my beliefs were changed.

I now know who I am in Christ and although I still get choked up on what I’ve been through and what other women have been through and are still in the thick of it. I want to dedicate my life to getting closer to God and empowering women to step into their God given worth, and not to allow their experiences to be dismissed by male or female on this earth.

The devil is a liar and will use people to hide, deflect, avoid, dismiss the clarity and truth the Lord is revealing to you. Its not an easy road to live in truth and we fall short at times, but the Bible tells us to be vigilant in 1 Peter 5:8 KJV.

I want to encourage you to embrace Gods true character over your life. May God bless and keep you in your healing journey.

Your concerns and experiences are important and real, and should not be dismissed. You are wonderfully made in Gods image. Your worth does not come from man, but from God.

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Reflecting on 2022 Recording 02/02/2023
Recorded by Hannah Gifford
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Reflecting on 2022 for me is quite incredible and painful all at the same time. I feel like its a huge knot in my chest at the mere idea of it all being real and also elation to know that I no longer will be in the haze or mental confusion I was in. I will admit, I am still working through some things that have me a bit paralyzed mentally. However, I have and continue to give that to God and I know that God will bring clarity in His time. I am not rushing anything and I will continue to do what I am called to do until God sees it fit that I stop.

In 2022 things in my marriage escalated in a manner that was just unrealistic and still to this day I tend to doubt my own experiences. Its tough when you go through things that are just unexplainable and the reality is, no one, who’s not been through it, would really get it. Its one of those things, you’d have to of been there and even then… I do not wish that on anyone. So, I have changed my beliefs too on “need to know”. Its important that I talk out my experiences, but why. Healing. Without judgment of my feelings, without advice for my future. Just simply processing my experiences and accepting that this is what happened and not some feel good version my mind creates to protect me from the pain of the realness of my circumstances. I’m apart of quite a bit of groups that I joined I would like to say May 2022 on facebook. That changed my life as well, seeing these women, deal with situations so similar and so bleak, so harrowing, devastating and quite frankly unbelievable. I won’t sugar coat it, if I hadn’t had my experiences.. I too would have likely believed they were just embellishing for story sake. Yet here I was in my pajamas, curled up on my love seat in my living room at 3am on a tuesday night reading account after account of women describing the same behaviors I am dealing with in my own circumstances and just being blown away. Crying for them, my heart aching for the realization that these behaviors are not unique to my situation and that they exist in a vastness — that I became so engulfed in a reality check with God that my only resolve was to completely and wholly lean into Him. My reality was coming crashing down on me in a burst of “no one will believe me’s”… “How do I even begin to?” — “The kids” — “I’m a stay at home mom, how will we survive?” — God has calmed that turmentulous storm time and time again and I learned that God is a really Big Guy — He can handle my pain, He can handle my suffering, He can handle my hurt, my outbursts, my tantrums, my anger, my sadness, my disbelief, my denial, my thoughts, my worry. He can handle it. There is NO shame in crying out in brokenness to God in grace. Having grace for myself. Who I was, who I am and who I won’t ever be again… Who I thought I was going to be. Who I thought I was going to live life with. Who I believed. Who I trusted. Who won’t be going into this new year with me. Its a enormous loss of self, the self I thought I was, the person I thought they were. The grief that keeps coming in waves so strong that the last one was the biggest until the next engulfs me in a tsunami of epic proportions.

All I hear are people saying worry is a sin, when I say shaming yourself for feeling is a injustice to your ability to lean into God. We can’t shame ourselves into healing from the pain we feel. We can’t shame ourselves into a closer relationship with God. We can’t shame ourselves into silence. That is a form of pride that I had no idea I lived in. The pride of hiding my feelings, even from God for fear that it was a sin to even feel. I questioned for years what I was feeling, to be turned away for being out of Gods will for those feelings. My own experiences dismissed time and time again, to the point I myself dismissed them for simply being ridiculous.

April 2022, I was in a low place. My marriage, my relationship with my mom. The two people I trusted with everything and cared for, still care for, more than anyone else. Invested so much time and energy into these relationships. Praying that the fruit of my labor would be sweet. Not realizing that I was feeding an addiction to seeking their approval instead of Gods. They are not God. Yet they were. My god. Because if in their eyes I wasn’t good enough, then that must be how God saw me too. If in their eyes I was to blame for all the bad things they did to me, then that must be what God is doing to, punishing me for everything I’ve done wrong by allowing me to be mistreated and undermined by the very people who were suppose to be protecting me from such betrayal. — It wasn’t until I began listening to Natalie Hoffmans podcast Flyingfreenow.com that I was able to unravel some of my false beliefs and begin establishing my relationship with Jesus in a real way. I’m so thankful for Gods hand in my life and 2022 was the year of clarity for me.

God showed me who I could be or who I could continue being. I didn’t want to stay in a lifestyle that didn’t glorify Him. I didn’t want to remain in a stagnant life style that would dishonor God and my place in Gods story for me. I didn’t want to live a lie any longer. Using my freewill to ask God to take off the blinders I had been wearing for so long unknowingly, was the most painful and freeing thing I’d every experienced in my life. I am not healed completely and I feel God has let me know that its not something you just heal from, its a life long journey of healing in Him and I’m here for it. I want to heal and I want to be a blessing to other women who have felt alone and isolated. Women who thought that divorce was a sin or that having concerns being disregarded as “worrying is a sin”. When we all should be focusing our minds towards Jesus’s character. That is where we see the truth. When we are blinded to WHO Jesus is, we can and will be deceived.

Lets walk in truth together into the new year 2023. I welcome you and I pray Gods hand over our life as we continue in our healing journeys and bring the joy of the Lord to those around us who may be needing a gentle reminder that they too are not alone!

I am not Jesus, but I am Hannah. And I will do everything I can to be a light in the darkness for those who are still shrouded with the uncertainty that comes from being in a confusing relationship where it seems like there is no light to be found and God seems silent. God is here, God sees you, God loves you, God is love. And He did not create you in His image to be abused and misused and ignored. He is a BIG God, he can handle your pain, take your pain to God and reach out to me and check out my resource page here for some great starters on getting your mind untangled!

My goal from 2021 moving into 2022 was to be intentional. I believe God intentionally gave me clarity and strength to remove strongholds and be present with the truth, no matter how crushing, harrowing, debilitating and mind numbing it was. God gave me understanding that proved that I’d unknowingly harbored many false beliefs that were more apart of culture and not Christ-like. Moving into 2023 I want to grow in grace and listen to those around me with unbiased understanding. Guarding my heart and mind while remaining open and available to change and God working through me. I am excited for the future and what God has in store for my life. May we all find healing in Gods character through His clarity and understanding. ♥️

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Thank you for taking her time to read or listen to my blog post. I pray this is an encouragement to you! My prayer is that we will find healing and a deeper relationship with Jesus Christ as we grow and learn about who He is and who we are to Him.

Much love to you on your healing journey ♥️

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Work At Home Job Leads – January 8th 2023

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Hey! My name is Hannah. I’m excited to share some companies who have listed work at home positions. Listings go quick, especially non-phone gigs, so RUNNNN when you see what you want. Much love in your search.

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Work At Home Job Leads

01/08/2023

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Omni Interactions – Wonderful company. There are gigs listed often and some are long term gigs; while there are also others that are short term. It’s a wonderful place to get consistent work. Phone and non-phone gigs. Up to 40 hours is usually available on average and between $14 and $20 an hour depending on Metric requirements and hour requirements to attain increased pay. Hardwire is required with Ethernet.

Arise Platform – it’s a platform that gives you access to multiple clients to choose from. Ranging from phones to non-phones. Pay is between $12 and $15. You do pay for training, as it’s seen as an investment. You use a software that’s called ASD, which does detect if you have Wi-Fi on. You have to be hardwired with Ethernet for these clients.

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What Does Word Salad Look Like?

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Hey! My name is Hannah. I’m on my own healing journey and when I have any breakthroughs or revelations. I like to share what I’ve learned and anything that’s helped me gain clarity over the confusion, brain fog & the nasty habit of dismissing my own needs and concerns. Check out my blog on emotional freedom.

Todays topic is commonly known as word salad. I say commonly, but that’s relative to your healing and/or research into behaviors. I just learned about terminology in the past couple months and still learning. Yet, have experienced the behavior for my whole life by select people and could not understand what was going on and would often leave those situations confused, hurt and misunderstood. Thinking something was wrong with me, as they would be so kind to tell me, that it’s because of me that they do what they do and so forth.

When you’ve been feeling unheard and dismissed when you voice legitimate concern and some how you end up as the one apologizing or confused for even saying anything at all and/or reacting. Now all they focus on is on your reaction and you’re accused of nagging or being that person who is bitter and doesn’t let anything go. After, you can barely even remember what just even happened. You feel disoriented and doubting your own gut feelings and/or instincts.

You’re likely involved in a situation where everything is being twisted and manipulated with some serious gaslighting and DARVO.

It’s deep and ominous. And the reality is, trying to understand why it’s happening isn’t nearly as important as just accepting it’s happening. We don’t want to believe someone would hurt us on purpose.

This video I’m posting gives deep insight to the underlying issue that usually is happening in conjunction to the use of the tactic “word salad” coined as covert narcissism, (aka vulnerable narcissism and fragile narcissism). While we aren’t diagnosing anyone with NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder). It’s important to have language to describe behavior. Some behaviors are abusive. Knowing when something is deliberately abusive or not is important. Either way, it’s unsafe and you having language to associate to behavior helps in gaining clarity over the confusion.

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Much love to you on your healing journey! Feeling isolated is common, know this. You are not alone!! At the bottom I put some screenshots of comments from this YouTube video. You are not crazy. You are telling the truth. I believe you! ♥️🌱


Language and Definition Is Important

Word Salad Defined
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*some vulgar words used in illustrations*

Word Salad

Deliberate Use (Intentionally Abusive)

Narcissistic word salad is a type of purposefully confusing speech, using circular reasoning, logical fallacies and other rhetorical devices to disorient and manipulate a person or group. Some antisocial and narcissistic people use it in gaslighting their targets.

Non-deliberate Use (Unintentional Abuse)

Word salad may describe a symptom of neurological or psychiatric conditions in which a person attempts to communicate an idea, but words and phrases that may appear to be random and unrelated come out in an incoherent sequence instead. Often, the person is unaware that he or she did not make sense. It appears in people with dementia and schizophrenia, as well as after anoxic brain injury. In schizophrenia it is also referred to as schizophasia.[2] Clang associations are especially characteristic of mania, as seen in bipolar disorder, as a somewhat more severe variation of flight of ideas. In extreme mania, the patient’s speech may become incoherent, with associations markedly loosened, thus presenting as a veritable word salad.

  • Clanging, a speech pattern that follows rhyming and other sound associations rather than meaning
  • Graphorrhea, a written version of word salad that is more rarely seen than logorrhea in people with schizophrenia.
  • Logorrhea, a mental condition characterized by excessive talking (incoherent and compulsive)
  • Receptive aphasia, fluent in speech but without making sense, often a result of a stroke or other brain injury

Linguistic Ambiguity

When you’ve been feeling unheard and dismissed when you voice legitimate concern and some how you end up as the one apologizing or confused for even saying anything at all and/or reacting. Now all they focus on is your reaction and you’re accused of nagging or being that person who is bitter and doesn’t let anything go. After, you can barely even remember what happened. You feel disoriented and doubting your own gut feelings or instincts.

Ambiguity is distinct from the related problem of vagueness, which can be thought of as a lack of specificity that hampers interpretation. Rather than a multiplicity of meanings, vagueness in language may make it difficult to assign any meaning at all.

Lexical ambiguity often occurs because words and phrases can have multiple meanings. For example, the meaning of “We saw her duck” could be either that the writer saw a woman crouch to avoid a missile or that they saw a duck that belonged to the woman.

Structural ambiguity arises when the order of words or phrases in content result in multiple possible interpretations. Misplaced modifiers are a common example. Words and phrases are understood to modify the nouns and pronouns that are assigned to them. When they are misplaced, a sentence can be interpreted to mean something other than what the writer intended.

Figurative language can also be a problem for the interpretation of speech or writing, particularly for non-native speakers and natural language processing (NLP) software. Figurative language includes figures of speech such as metaphor, irony, idioms and puns, as well as imagery and sound-based devices, many of which pose their own particular types of challenges for comprehension.


Key Elements BPD (borderline personality disorder)

Exploitative – making use of a situation or treating others unfairly in order to gain an advantage or benefit.

Entitled – believing oneself to be inherently deserving of privileges or special treatment.

Deliberately and intentionally causing otheir people pain to get your way.

Borderline personality disorder is a mental illness that severely impacts a person’s ability to regulate their emotions. This loss of emotional control can increase impulsivity, affect how a person feels about themselves, and negatively impact their relationships with others. Effective treatments are available to manage the symptoms of borderline personality disorder.


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What Does Reactive Abuse Look Like?

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Hey! My name is Hannah. If you’ve ever been baited or dog whistled before, and you then respond so far out of character — you then feel ashamed and they use that instance as the grand finale of proof that you are actually the abusive or crazy one and this is what they have to put up with. It’s emotional blackmail, is what I call it.

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They corner you, interrogate you, push and push verbally and prod, relentlessly not taking your “NO” seriously, or they say a word or phrase (that anyone else would deem normal, yet you know what they actually mean) or they physically do something as insignificant as a hug to the onlooker, but you know this is a boundary they knowingly are violating — although looks innocent, it’s all by design. Completely disregarding your requests for them to stop, pushing you over the edge to the point — you are literally one thin thread from ripping your own hair out and tearing down the walls in rage that engulfs you like a bear who has been smothered to the brink of suffocation, and the only grasp for air looks like a crazy lunatic pitching a massive tantrum of bitter rage. Yes. That is something not many people will admit, but if you’ve been there. You know. It’s literally abuse — pressed on you so meticulously, that they can completely alter everything to the point you’ll begin believing you’re the abusive one. It’s absolutely sickening and devastating. Much love in your healing. ♥️


Reactive Abuse TikTok Link

Raw Motivations speak on this baiting tactic to turn the actual victim in an abuser as well. Through all the manipulation and covert ways of “caring” to create a “crazy” narrative that others will see of the real victim, in order to prevent the real victim from ever being able to get out from under their thumb. These tactics are designed to cripple you, without you even realizing it. And when you realize it, you’re mentally battered by your own shame for having been abusive and feel like there’s no way out. That’s their goal, to keep you thinking you need to always be apologizing to them and puffing them up as the wonderful gods they want everyone to see themselves as. TikTok Link

Raw Motivations speaking on reactive abuse — what it is and what the real abuser is doing to trigger this in their victim. TikTok Link

Raw Motivations speaking on how they will rage out when you hold them accountable. TikTok Link

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Triggering video!!!! They feed off of the reactions they invoke in us, like sweet nectar. They destroy us, but allowing us to destroy ourself, like porn. They want to watch us humiliate ourself. They want to watch us be who they hate about themself, so they can justify their cruel behavior toward us. TikTok Link

My choice was to separate and go grey rock (hard to do, I struggle often) once this became clear to me, this was only going to increasingly get more dangerous. It got to the point, my reaction was on par and completely out of character for me. There were other variables too, but this one and accountability were big eye openers for me — it led me to have clarity in my family of origin too, some really interesting revelations there that I’ve been working through in therapy. It’s been amazing to gain clarity, painful grieving the loss and difficult dealing with the flashbacks. However, I had to remove myself from the equation. Hardest decision I’ve made. I pray for their healing and a changed heart — I have no room for bitterness or resent, God loves me and has provided all my needs, I’ve learned I cannot take responsibility for anyone else’s life choices and I need to take responsibility for my choices. I choose not to live in chaos or confusion. It is very dangerous dealing with these real situations. People who are not trauma trained or even understand the depths of this behavior will not be a safe place for you to speak and ignorantly dismiss your experience, or they too are abusive and knowingly dismiss. Natalie Hoffman with flying free helped me start my journey to clarity and she is a beacon of hope. I am not an advocate for divorce or staying, I’m simply an advocate for clarity and Gods deliverance from the clutches of evil. I will always support you in every season of your life. Much love, Hannah.


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You’re Still Not Doing It Right…

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Hey! My name is Hannah. I’m learning, sharing, praying and embracing some clarity Gods provided in my life. I do not need approval to hold standards and boundaries in my life. God is the final authority and I know this. Forgiveness and reconciliation are not synonymous. Forgiveness is personal, between you and God. You do not need permission from anyone to say no and protect the portion God gave you to steward. Your own individual life, that is all. If that includes separating yourself from those who do not follow Christ, yet claim they are Christians – make that boundary without apology. God did not give anyone dominion over your life. Beloved, test the spirits and rebuke the evil spirits that are attached to us through un-trust-worthy people. Be encouraged and be blessed! ♥️

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You’re Still Not Doing It Right Recorded 02/03/2023
Recorded by Hannah Gifford

If you handle everything and no one complains = you’re doing it right

If you handle everything and someone complains = you’re too controlling

If you don’t handle everything and no one complains = you’re doing it right

If you don’t handle everything and someone complains = you’re lazy and selfish

If you take time to yourself and no one complains = you’re doing it right

If you take time to yourself and someone complains = you’re self-centered

If you do something that makes you happy or brings joy to your life and no one complains = you’re doing it right

If you do something that makes you happy or brings joy to your life and no someone complains = you’re not dying to self and being flesh filled and selfish


It’s a pretty accurate assessment. You’re doing it right, as long as everyone isn’t complaining, then you’re doing it wrong and shame on you for not fixing their problem with you sooner. It’s clearly your fault that they are angry and it’s now your responsibility to fix their emotional state of being. Read the books and seek a counselor to fix your relationship. Because when there’s any problems — it’s no individuals responsibility, it’s the entire relationship that needs saving and you my dear, have been called to fix it until no one is complaining.


Isn’t that just a load of hogwash. I know some mean well and have a true desire to help. However, when your help consists of projecting things onto someone like guilt, shame, bitterness, hate and a multitude of other things… and make it as if they have got to feel these things, because this is (insert their perspective of your life) what they believe is a natural response to your lifes woes. They then disregard everything you’ve said, and made it all about the relationship, instead of the individuals behavior. This is emotional damage and dismissive behavior.


If you pray daily and study your Bible daily and never talk about your life concerns = you’re doing it right

If you pray daily and study your Bible daily and talk about your life concerns = you’re complaining and clearly not praying enough

If you never seek wise counsel = you are doing it right

If you seek wise counsel = you’re clearly all messed up and need to be looked down upon

These scenarios are widely perceived by a generation born out of desperation. Like the woman is only as good as she “makes” everyone feel… thus her value and worth are defined by not just how hard she works, but rather the opinion of the observer of how hard she works… it’s bonkers. Like there’s a belief that women are simply nothing, until given value – always based on opinion.


It’s a lie!


The generation born out of desperation. Women got married, that was the goal, get married, have babies and raise babies and there is your worth. It’s wrapped up in your marriage, husband, children and dying to your needs daily. Women are disposable bags of flesh. Use it up until it gives up, if it does and then discard if she won’t get with the self loathing program, and call her bitter and toss her out with the trash.

Next!

We don’t need men in the same way the women of that generation needed men. Sure we still need men, but I can own my own things now. I can have my own bank account. Doctors still don’t take me seriously, but they are usually from that generation too, so I digress. Their parents were born out of desperation, products of a mom who had no option, but to get married and have a baby with a guy regardless of his quality of character. It was her duty to see that he was happy at all costs. Ick. Gag much. Imagine the deep pain she must have felt and all the coping mechanisms she used to just get through the day… because it was her responsibility to meet her husbands needs with a cheerful attitude no matter what!! “Men can’t handle hearing all your problems” — “men need things, and that’s what you have to do” — it’s perpetuated even today in 2022. Don’t confide or treat men like they can be better, just enable them to be helpless pathetic leeches. You’ll have peace the more you die daily to their endless whims of incessant need.


Women were not put on earth to be subservient to men. No. Women were created in such a beautiful way. From the inside of a living human. Women came from the very thing that protects the most vulnerable area of a man, the rib. — a woman was created to be a beautiful vulnerable protected vessel. A vessel that is not used and abused, but cherished and adored. For too long, men and women have been lied to about their worth due to desperation. The inability to choose based on quality. God created men and women, not to hurt one another – but to embrace one another with love. Now that women aren’t dependent on men to survive, in the sense we can sustain ourself as individuals and not merely be looked at as “his wife”, we have an opportunity to release this ideology that I need a man to fulfill my worth or give me value. When we nullify the true worth we have, that God gave us, we reduce our worth to the opinions of others. And to be honest, some/most opinions just stinks and are lies.


God loves you, individually. God loves you, not because of what you’ve done, but because of who He is. Not because you’re married, not because you had children or waited till marriage to have sex or didn’t. God loves you and I, not because we earned anything, rather God loves us because he created us, because he says in Bible that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.

“But God commendeth his love toward us, in that, while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.”

Romans‬ ‭5:8‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Your worth isn’t found in others opinion on your life. Your worth is found in your creator. God does not want you living in the bondage of others expectations of your life. God knows your heart and knows how you feel. He seeks to have a relationship with you and to open your understanding with wisdom. God knows what it’s like to be on this earth as a person who is tempted and tried. God knows the pain we face and trials we are up against. The hateful people we come into contact with. The religious people who only care about appearances. You know what God called them. Vipers.

“O generation of vipers, how can ye, being evil, speak good things? for out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaketh.”

Matthew‬ ‭12:34‬ ‭KJV‬‬

God sent His only begotten son, that you and I might have everlasting life. You see, God loves us so much. He did not send His son to condemn us. In this sin cursed world we are already condemned. He sent His son, that we might be saved! Those who claim to know Christ, but don’t follow Him are likened to demons. They are not followers of Christ and should not be trusted, even if they say they are. That is not wise counsel. Always take it to God, through Him and not desperation – we will see things clearly and wholly. Some people simply cannot be trusted, no matter how much we pray they will be. God does not interfere with free will. He does however, guide us to what we need. Sometimes that doesn’t look the way most opinions would sway.


Be not deceived. The devil cannot hurt you, he will influence you through other people and things to hurt yourself and destroy yourself. Practical application to the famous saying the thief comes to kill, steal and destroy. The devil is not Omni-present either and does not have the same power of God to know our heart. For the devil to know your fears and weak points, you’d have to tell him/his demons… only speak truth in the face of evil spirits. God is alive and on the thrown of my life. No man or woman can take away my personal individual relationship with Christ. No matter if our opinions differ. I am in Christ and He is in me. For I am a new creature, old things passed away and behold all things become new. Satan has no dominion here, for me and my house serve the Lord. I rebuke any evil spirit today trying to take away your joy, peace and happiness. In the name of Jesus Christ. I plead the blood of Jesus on this place, please Lord protect my mind and heart from those who would try to deceive me or cause me to stumble. I have love to give, Lord guide my steps, that I might bring glory to your name.

Reveal the truth Lord. You are the truth, please reveal those who conceal their true intent and nature, claiming to be Gods, but serving another. I pray you protect my home. In Jesus name Amen!!


You did nothing = You Are Enough

You did nothing and someone complained = You Are Enough

You did something = You Are Enough

You did something and someone complained = You Are Enough

“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”

Matthew‬ ‭11:28‬ ‭KJV‬‬
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What Does Gaslighting Look Like?

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Hey! My name is Hannah. I’m excited to help anyone get connected with people who are going to help bring you clarity in confusing situations. Much love on your journey! Todays post is about gaslighting. The dirty thing! Be encouraged to know, you are not alone. There are many women just like you who thought their situation was the only one of its kind, and that they were all alone and no one else on earth is going through this. You are not alone mama! This toxic manipulation tactic is not only common, many are suffering in isolation, believing these lies too. We have been called to such a time as this! ♥️

Tap the Image — This Blog Post of mine gives much more avenues to learn and grow from. Be encouraged. You are not alone.



I thought for decades I was THE problem – the scapegoat is more accurate. I built a belief system on these lies and had to unravel them and see my patterns. The deep pain that comes with healing from wounds no one can see. It’s really tough and being in it for so long, around those who are supposed to be trust worthy, it’s shattering. I am thankful for these people, being bold about something NO ONE TALKS ABOUT. Through their boldness, I was able to change my beliefs, get more fine tuned in my choices and God is delivering me from this lifestyle I thought was normal.

Thank you for taking the time to read and listen. Much love!

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Waiting On God

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Tonight and this past week have been tough, as I go through major changes in my life, I feel encouraged by God to share what waiting on God means to me. I am a flawed human, but I am committed to trusting in God and preparing myself for what God wants me to do in my life. I pray you’ll be encouraged. God Bless!

We will walk through things that we may never understand on this side of Heaven. However, we have to find our refuge, our safety, in Jesus Christ, the Word, and prayer. No matter what we face in this life by way of trials, death, disappointment, etc., there is always safety when we remain faithful to God, our refuge.

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I’m feeling all the feelings and questioning all my intentions and writing messages, just to delete and cry. It’s not easy being vulnerable with real things happening in our life. Some people simply can’t be trusted and others just don’t care. Neither are safe to share with. The first we should always share with is God. Gods filter is better than anyone on this earth, and once we’ve gone through the fire on our pain with God (this really is without ceasing) ; Although we will still have hurts from the circumstance we are facing (we live in a sin cursed world), we’ll have wisdom, understand & discernment from God to know who to talk to and when to seek wise counsel. The Bible says if we ask, He is faithful to provide.

We in our fragile states, will be our most impressionable and thus most vulnerable to those who might want to use our circumstance to further chokehold us. Immobilizing us to such an extreme, we won’t even think there is a way out of our despair, with the “help” of not-so wise counsel. I was, for many years inside of unwise counsel, and made a lot of damaging choices (which are my responsibility, and I will live with for the rest of my life). It really is a big deal though, who we seek counsel from and if we are prepared to seek counsel.

I’m still waiting on God to show me someone I can trust for wise counsel. I’ve learned that we all go through seasons, and I may have met the person who will be a wise counselor in an area of my life, they simply haven’t learned yet what will be wise for me to know. So, I want to be prepared, talking to God and searching my heart and mind ti be sure I will also be receptive to wise counsel. Gods timing is the best timing, and I want to be ready when He calls on me. This is what it means to me to wait on God. Talking with God, as He is working in others lives, who He plans to have intersect my life. I want to be ready, reading the Word of God, and positioning myself amongst people who have the same mindset, to get closer to God. Trusting in God. This is what waiting on God means to me.

We all need things in our life and it’s quite amazing how my needs get fulfilled when I’m focusing on God. I am experiencing great loss right now, but I see God working this out for good. I just don’t know how, but God has really blessed me and I felt like sharing that with you tonight.

Thank you for reading! – Hannah


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Omni Interactions – Wonderful company. There are gigs listed often and some are long term gigs; while there are also others that are short term. It’s a wonderful place to get consistent work. Phone and non-phone gigs. Up to 40 hours is usually available on average and between $14 and $20 an hour depending on Metric requirements and hour requirements to attain increased pay. Hardwire is required with Ethernet.

Arise Platform – it’s a platform that gives you access to multiple clients to choose from. Ranging from phones to non-phones. Pay is between $12 and $15. You do pay for training, as it’s seen as an investment. You use a software that’s called ASD, which does detect if you have Wi-Fi on. You have to be hardwired with Ethernet for these clients.